I heard a song once it was beautiful however I cannot for the life of me remember the title, the verses or even the music. I only remember it was beautiful. The singer spoke of giving their heart away.
I don’t know how many of you out there want to fall in love , I have always wanted to feel that deep intimate feeling that they show you in the movies. Is it real and out there in the way it is shown? I don’t know I have never experienced it to that level. Yet I do know what it feel like to give away your heart to one who loves you that much. I did December 15, 1982 I met the one in which is my bridegroom, YESHUA MESSIAH.I was a scared young woman with a small eight pound bundle walking to what is now a museum but then it was an Assemblies of God Church.
I gave away my heart. I didn’t know what that would entail in my life. I had not realized at that time I met my true love and bridegroom , and had become a bride myself that day. My heart was a virgin it had not been loved like this nor had I . I didn’t understand what it was going to come to living with your best friend always at your side wanting to please HIM but always failing then beating yourself up for screwing up while in the relationship.
My G-D is a jealous G-D HE hates it when I put others before HIM. Can you blame HIM?
HE gave so much to bring me to a mansion to live forever with HIM .I had committed adultery with other things more important to me than MY LORD. I am sorry for my selfish ways. HE is my love. HE will never hurt me but always love me . IN this I am so grateful. I know I don’t deserve HIS kindness but like one in love I cannot live without HIM and I will try again to please HIM and tell HIM I am sorry when I fail , I will try very hard to put away my wrongdoings and go forward. I want my wedding dress to be without sport or wrinkle. I want it to be perfect for MY LOVE.
Blessings to you I know this is not much of a writing but I had to write it for MY LOVE…….